当我想要独处时比如写东西的时候
When i want to be alone, like, to write
我是真的需要独处
I really do want to be alone.
不管什么事一旦你全情投入进去
I think if you dedicate yourself to anything
副作用之一就是你会变得自我意识非常非常强
one facet of that is that it makes you very, very self-conscious
终而利用别人
And you end up using people.
想他们陪着你的时候就要他们陪着.
Wanting them around when you want them around
不想了就把他们送走
and then sending them away.